December 3, 2012

• My burnt, crusted
  reality, writhers
  in the blankened
  frying pan.

• Wire web,
  Cast about the great skeleton.
  Digestion of Christmas Spirit.

• I'm turning into my
  mother. I can't ride
  spinney rides and I
  get whoosy in the
  backseat.

November 26, 2012

• ...And when the
  dust settled, all
  that was left was
  the wishbone.

 

• Pale white skin
  shivered of the
  coldness beneath
  the death of the
  swallowed black sky.

• laying on the beach
       that soft warm sand
  the whisper and fall of the waves
  the bright kiss from the sun
       it's so serene & peaceful
            ...until your alarm goes off.

November 12, 2012

• Silent wind whips
  the lonely night into
  chaos.
  
  
  
• snow falling,
  keep me warm
  pull me closer,
  keep me warm.
  
  
  
  
• That was a dude?
  
  
  
• My thumb a cutting-board
  long new canyons lie on it.
  Damn you steel sheep,
  your wool costume
  
  
  
• Brisk air bites my face,
  The world around covered in lace.
  
  
  
• Padding feet
       softly, softly,
  clicks of days gone by
       slowly, slowly.
  
  
  
• I put on the warm
  mask of happiness,
  yet the ice that falls outside
  fills me.

November 7, 2012

• What have I become?
       student, teacher, daughter
  those are not who I am.
       I am a Strong and beautiful
  girl.
       I will run this world
  
  
  
  
• Sawdust daydreams
       layered on the sheets
  Crumbling softly
  Like waves beneath
             my feet.
  
  
  
  
• missing our
       laughter
  my smile feels
       forced
  without you here
  
  
  
  
• Shadowless air, puzzle
  piece missing, there as
  a kid... Sizzling and
  wishing

October 22, 2012

• Visit to the college of Rams.
  Average people.
  Average campus.
  Average colors.
  Vomit colors.

 

• Flickering darkness of a back-lit sculpture.
  Blinding blackness of the sun.

• Standing in the
  forest, 70s glasses transform the
  land into Vietnam.

October 15, 2012

• Dust fills the lungs and dried
  corn stalks scratch arms raw.

• 4 a.m., nothing but thoughts

• Without knowing how I am, how can I
  plan on who I will become?

• Frantic lovemaking of two grilled cheeses

October 8th

• Does time ultimately pay off?
  

•  White lips, pale face
  Breathing in the snowflakes
  Burnt lungs, sour taste.
  

• Chilled air, descends with fall
  to snow.

October 1, 2012

• The sun's warm fingers find their way
  Through the leaves and
  Illuminate the value in golden light.

• With shaking hands & papercut
  Fingers. I stare at my future
  On a white page, all words fuzzy
  Except for a few Congratulations!
  You have been accepted....

• Cheating boys, dancing and secretive

• The thought of venturing into something unknown is
  Exciting,
  But the consequences of making the wrong decisions are
  Terrifying.